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This week has been a wipe out for me.
I know exactly where I have gone wrong and exactly what I need to change.
I know that I am exhausted and have very little energy to achieve anything much more that the bare minimum each day.
I eat to stay awake.
I eat the wrong things for the sugar hit, the small burst of energy.
I have so little time for me that I don’t exercise.
When I do get a ‘moment’ I just feel like collapsing in a giant heap.
I look at myself in the mirror and I am disappointed. It’s not who I want to see at all.
No matter how hard I try to control my thoughts and feelings, I can’t help but fall one step further into my own misery each and every day.
I can feel the negativity creeping back over me and although I try so hard to fight it, it engulfs me like a burning inferno.
I want so bad to be what I call ‘normal’. I know there is no such thing as normal. But my mind likes to tell me otherwise.
This week I managed to fit in a 15min walk. Just one.
I also ate heaps of chocolate and junk.
As a result, I put on 1.1kgs.
I’m not sure if I am mentally prepared for the bad weeks.
I wish I had the money to have the right meals prepared for me. But I don’t. I have to cook within such a tight budget, and healthy eating isn’t always the cheapest option.
My other downfall is time. I just don’t have enough of it.
I want so bad to see a massive weight loss when I step on the Wii Fit board. I really really do.
Do you have an image of ‘normal’ in your mind? How do you cope with the weeks where you put on instead of lose weight?
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